SaRaShiDiE<3

2011-07-27T03:47:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm gg to a new place..

To an educational place..

I'm sure it will be a whole lot of new experience..

Hopefully i get to further my studies there..

Insyaallah..

2011-05-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

31 May 2011 will be our date ok bby love!!!

It's been 8 days since i last c u..

I really miss u badly...:'(

Had to deliver a cake to customer bcz this auntie cornie forget to fax the cake invoice to the hr end i have to go all the way to The Keppel Club to deliver the cake personally...!!!Grrrr..Have to apologize when it's not even my fault to begin with!!!

2011-04-29T05:31:00.000-07:00

I thought I could end it..

But I thought wrong..

My heart was so certain that I'll leave u for good ..

but at the end it was soften by your love again..

I shouldn't have give up..

I shouldn't be selfish to make that decision without discussing with you.

It's not that I don't love you.

You know the reason why..

But yet the reason is not enough for me to leave you alone just like that..

Never in my life that I'll leave you alone.

I promise to always be there for you no matter what comes.

I promise to stand by you.

I promise that nobody leaves anybody..

I promise that my love for you is for a lifetime.

I shouldn't be breaking up all those promises I've made.

Im sorry for making harsh decision.

We've been together for 1yr 7 months.

It's long enough for us to know each other deeply..

I know you're my soul mate..

I love u syg and you complete me..hugs and kisses!

2011-04-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

Its been a week working at Bakerzin UE sq..

Come to think of u i'm sure I'll be able to get used to that place

After all it isnt that bad actually..

Only that maybe its too slack..

But whats great is that i'm given the opportunity to teach kidshow to bake

Isn't that interesting?

My first experience but there will always be first experience in everything..

Got the feeling I'll love it..

I love kids..

Its only that I'm afraid I might not able to control them..

But I'm sure everything will be ok..

After all Childrens are the GIFT frm Allah;)

Finally get to meet dear today..

Now adays meeting him is a rare thing..

He's working ..

I'm working.

But the thing that brought us away is the distance from each other..

He stay at jhr for the meantime so not everyday he can come over..

It's tiring for him..

I know and i understand fullly.

Thats y i dont expect much but when i get to meet him

I really appreciate the moment we spend togethr

Always the greatest;)

I love u syg till the rest of my life..

2011-04-14T22:52:00.000-07:00

This coming Monday..

Gonna be the start of new beginning..

First day at work at Bakerzin.

Still don't know where they will put me at..

Hopefully somewhere near my house so that it wont be so hard on me in terms of transport..

I'm sure I'm just gonna do alright there..

I might face some challenges at first but everything gonna be ok at the end of the day..

I hope no matter what I'll have enough time to spend with u dear..

No matter what U will always come first..

But my future will be important too..

P.S I love you..

2011-04-08T06:15:00.001-07:00

I've finally decided to work full time as Pastry Cook..

Now sending out resumes and cover letter to restaurants and Cafe & Dessert..

Praying hard that a good one will come by and reply to my emails insyallah..

At first i thought of working part time as service crew or something..

but come to think of it..

I'm 21!!!..

and I shlnt be wasting anymore time!!!

I shld alrd be pursuing my Career..

Do something I'm passionate about..

Which is Pastry..

I'm really am passionate..

Pastry gonna be my life right now..

2011-04-04T21:41:00.001-07:00

Boredness at home can...

oh my i got to find job real quick..

if not i'll really rot at home..

argh..

SOS!!!!

i think i'll check it up online.

rather thn i just slack..

better do something...

gonna be preparing things for Fatin's bday..

cupcakes and Blackforest cake..

hope tt it gonna be a success;)

Didi Ong- I'm loving all the time spend with u..

Hope that this love is forever....

2011-04-03T02:58:00.000-07:00

I cant be carry on slacking..

Got to get myself togethr and find a job..

still unsure whethr to get a full time job or get a parttime job..

haiya stress u knw..

think think and think till head forever headache...

sigh...

2011-04-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

Secret Recipe Fish and Chip
Busy on the phone..
Secret Recipe Prawn Arabiata..
Opps whats at the back..spoil!!!
Ade je sibuk wna be in the picture!!haha
Ready to find job;)
Busy putting back the back of his watch
Given by Rashidie before he fly off to New Zealand(sweet;)

Busu new born baby..Firdaus..cute!!
U'll gonna be far far away from me..

Staying at johor..

Its not like u wanted to..

its just gonna be for few weeks..

before u move to Tampiness which will be equally far..

I knw tt life has been really challenging for u..

but no matter what dont ever give up..

because I'm right behind u..

Always there supporting u..

nvr gg anywhere.

bt stay right there all the time..

P.s I LOVE U!!

2011-03-28T09:44:00.000-07:00

All the time it seems that my emotion has always been the king...

Has always been controlling everything..

How do i take control of it..

Rather thn it takes control of me...

Sigh..

I'll be at my worst when tt happens..

and i hate to do tt to u

but baby i just cant help it..

I knw U've been tolerating with my nonsense..

but i just cant stop..

I've tried..

i got to learn to be calm..

Getting angry,mad,sad over trivial matters is totally stupid..

i know that but i just cant stop it..

sigh..

P.s I love u...

2011-03-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be the day I've been waiting for..

Finally he'll be bck frm Auckland..

Oh my it seems long sincei last see him..

Words cnt describe how bad i miss him like seriously..

Love u soooo much my baby love..

Miss all those happy moments spend togethr;)

2011-03-23T22:15:00.000-07:00

He have stop contacting me..

Wonder why..

i shldnt think negative..

must always think positive..

maybe his prepaid is low or what..

but still he can give me a msg at fb to inform me..

has he forgotten abt me all the way back in Spore faithfully waiting for him..

Argh this long distance is killing me..

i guess mayb he's having alot of fun to even have me in his mind...

Its ok then..i just pray for his safety..

May he come back here safe and sound with or wo my presence..

Ilove u with all my heart..

I've given u my whole heart..

Its nw up to u hw u treat it..

whether to treat it with care and love or

to break it into many different pieces..

P.s I miss you:'(

2011-03-22T21:55:00.000-07:00

Today post specially dedicated for my boyFriend

Sayang I knw u must be having fun in Auckland but i hope i'm not being forgotten..
At home slacking and thinking of u..
I miss ur presence..
your laughter..
Your irritatingness...
I wish I'm there with u...
Never a day past wo thinking of u..
I love u so much and I'm counting down for ur return..
Have a safe journey back hme;)

P.s I miss u my Hippo:*

Bruno Mars - Long Distance [Official Music Video]

2011-03-21T10:38:00.000-07:00

Ps I miss u Rashidie <3

2011-03-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

With u is where I rather be

but we’re stuck where we are and its so hard..

You’re so far and

this long distance is killing me

2011-03-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

Baby Didi has left me to a far far far awy town at Auckland...sigh..now i cant sleep..thinking about him..I felt so lost when he's gone..for a week isn't gonna be fast for me..

No matter what the important thing he'll reach there safely and reach bck hme safely too..i miss u alrd my love..Thanks for the card..i love it..especially since it comes right frm ur heart...it touches me..

i love u so much!!!muack..hugs and kisses all the way to Auckland..

2010-08-03T03:03:00.000-07:00

Life has nvr been greater..
everything went so well with u by my side..
my love for u is deeper n deeper..
im just soo in love with u Mr Didi

sch is more hectic..
project is done..
bt cake decor is nt..
still gt lots to do..
bt im soo lo[oking forward to it!!!..

everyone in my life is LOVED!!

2010-07-26T23:22:00.000-07:00

i'm planning &

saving for my future together with u MR Rashidie=)

2010-07-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

i knw its been long since i last updated my blog..
well understnd understood my lappy is gone..
i seriously dnt knw whre it went..
haha..
anyway nt soo impt..
sooo cnt wait for Shanghai trip seriously...
bt havent gt anything ready yet..
its abt few more weeks time frm nw..
super happy bcz will be sharing rm with sis Amy...
n only her..
weee..
so gonna have pillow fight.
n stuffs..
this is the outing i've been waiting for a lifetime..
although the destination is nt really wt i wnted..
bt its the company tt matters..
once u gt great company by ur side..
anywhre is a perfect getaway!!

KL trip i hope will really gonna happen with dear n his buddies..
if it is, it will be the perfect getaway too!!!!
weee.
with all those shopping..
all the company..
all the time we'll spend togethr..
we'll sure gonna have lots of great time togethr..
esp with dear s my company..
wooo..
ntg gts better than this=)
bt we still gt lots to plan..
on hw much we gt to spend for transportation..
on accomodation...
wow..
bt im soo excited to even plan on it..

i gt to trust u tt u wnt hurt me..
i gt to have faith in our love..
i gt to think tt everything will work out fine
n everything will just be alright..
i love ur company..
every since u enter my life everything seriously changes...
its just soo wonderful..
nvr cld i imagine
waking up wo being able to msg u anymore..
nt gting to spend anymore time with u..
tt i cn no longer say i love u whenvr i wnted to..
im sure my life will change the moment u left my hand hanging..
n wondering n find the meaning of life agn..
so this minute i wna tell u hw much i appreciate u..
appreciate the things that u have done..
the surprises u've plan..
the kisses n hugs u've given me..
the love tt we share..
i love u sooo much n no1 cn ever be e nxt person tt im soo gona be in love...
muack

2010-07-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

My 21st bday party was a blast!!!!!!!
i love it soooo much..
was sooo surprise till i got so speechless..
was blindfolded all the way inside the cab till pasir ris park...
hehe..
n i gt soo scared..
i tot khairee n sis amy gona put me in e middle of the park kn sabo me to hell..
seriously i was like soo noisy keep asking them nt to do tt..
haha..
e moment sis amy open the blindfold thing..
i just stunt n was totally speechless..
i was soooo happy to see my sec sch friends...
n my ite friends..
guys thanks for putting alot of effort to make my 21st bday party e perfect day..
n it really did..
it will be perfect if didi were to be there..
bt i guess there is some some mis9understnding which i hope there wasnt..
nm im sure it will be the most best perfect party of my life man..
bt still i love it...

n baby...
e surprise u give us is the best of all.
dnt ever say its lame..
u make me soo happy to c u below my blk with a flower for me..
awww tt is just soo sweet..
n spending time with u is just sooo awesome...loves....muack3x

thanks for making my 21st bday e most perfect bday!!!!

i love u with all my heart...

2010-06-01T01:22:00.000-07:00

After sooo long im here agn..haha
hey its funny...laugh...
my life is s per normal..
same crazy things happen..
bt there r kcertain things tt happen..
sigh i really hope ntg happen to me...
school s per usual..
closing soon anw..
bt nw bz with projects..
all last minute tts y..
haha..

n my baby..
he's s usual full of nonsense,crazyness..crapyness..
tts just him..
tts the normal him..
he's bck in camp aft 1 week of leave...
i enjoy tt 1 week with him by my side:)
wish it could happen everytime...
he's gona be posting outr soon..
somemore at payr lebar sooo far...
s transcom..
somemore july he'll b shifting hse to queensway...
his hse far frm me...
n his working place is even more far..
sigh..
wonder hw our lives gona b..
haha
e way i say it like s if he's somewhre at e other side of spore...
haha..

nw adays seriously my temper...
gting worst..
at times i throw it on my love ones..
or at times i just grumble2x...
like old lady sia me...
yea i knw i m..
klah end here..
more things needs 2 b done...

2010-05-12T09:31:00.001-07:00

Like finally pple...
im back..
hahahahahahahhahahahha...
hmmmm..
too many things to update
finally lappys being repaired thanks to mummy..
love u.
currently kinda stress with sch..
with lots of project needs to be settled b4 e hols..
n my attachment..
+ everyting is just cork up..
idk whre to start..
seriously..
i think i shld stp thinking abt it ot i will gt even stress.
so yup just follow the flow...

n most imptantly..
i miss u...
alot..
we've been togethr for 7th mnths nw
n im still trying to understnd u
i'll put all my best effort in this r/s k syg...
bcz i wnt it to last forever..
i wnt u to knw tt..
u've always make me happy right frm the strt i knew u..

n oh ya..
NUR AMALINA BTE KAMIS..
idk wt i wna say..
bt she just wnt me to put her name..
so there it goes...
done..
hahaha
sis..
wish we cld work at e ame place k..
miss shopping with u..
must strt saving..!!!!
esp whn u'r bday is cuming..
cn i just give u warm big hug s ur present???haha..

I love u soo much syg..
u must be tired with all those parade..
+ failing ur test must have make it worst..
bt always bear in mind..
i'll always be there for u..
no matter wt failure u face..
i'll try my best 2 cheer u up whn u'r sad..
to lift u up whn u'r feeling dwn..
n simply to bring a smile on ur face every single day i live in this world:)

n finally..
IPHONE!!!
u'r fking haunting me..
appearing in my dream n simply disappear whn i'm awake..
i'm aiming for u...
anybody generous enough to donate iphone for me???plsss...
hahahaha

2010-03-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

below shld b yest post:
woke up at 630..make breakfast for bby....he's alrd odw to alexandra hosp...so i'll b meeting him there..bussed there...bt bby is alrd inside e day ward...nus grads is having their final yr exam...so there's alot of pple at e 'day ward'..i just sit outside..while looking at e faces of all of e future doctors...hmmm..still doesnt gt 2 meet bby:(..
so i went in n out of e 'day ward'...2 grab food n fruits...just barely roaming ard e hosp...till 1 dn their exam is finally over n my bby went inside e surgery rm ard 2+...n 2 make things worst my hp batt totally flat:(so i gt no1 2 entertain or irritate.so i just wait till 5..bt i dnt felt impatient at all bt instead i'm happily waitng 4 him.i love u sooo much..glad u'r fine.if nt im so gona kill e doctor!hehex.i sayang u sgt2x..

2010-03-22T14:02:00.001-07:00

here i m.sittng at pondok while lookng at my bf sound aslp..spend my midnight till morning with him.sneak out frm hse.tnx god i succeed.this is my first time i did this.didnt thought i'l dare do such a thing.
mayb being with u..makes me do somethng which i tot is e impossible..:)
s days n mnths pass by i love u more n more.i wntd u always by my side.i'm sure this time tt u'r e 1 4 me..no1 else i wna b..more dn being with u.
U' always b my 1 n only love.muack3x.i sayang u byk2x

2010-03-10T18:48:00.000-08:00

yest was fun...
makes rainbow cupcakes with sis n fyza....
was great!!=D...
love both of u...

bt yest was also a rainy day 4 me..tryng 2 gt tru u is simply so hard n diff..bby dnt ever off ur phne on me k..u alrd promise me bby..alrght.i love u Rashidie!!i miss u syg!!

2010-03-09T08:26:00.001-08:00

certain things happen...
which im shock...
didnt expect it to happen...
bt i dnt give a damn anw...
isnt my prob any longer...
Knew tt certain pple just cnt change.....

Bby abt tt day im really sorry...its nt my intention 2 end our r/s..its nt bcz ur no longer in my heart...its bcz i love u so much tt i tot u may b better off wo me by ur side..n tt im a burden.just addng on 2 ur probs..bt i tot wrng.didnt xpect u 2 call me at 3am once u've read my gdbye msg..n e moment u repeatdly ask me nt 2 leave u i just wntd 2 break dwn.n idk wts gg tru my mind.i cn nvr leave u.im sorry k syg..i promise u tt i'l love u 4ever n will nt leave u ever!!tanx gd u stp me frm leavng u if nt idk wt i'l do..u'l always b my bby.nw n forever.im lovng n missng u.muack3x

2010-02-23T02:39:00.000-08:00

Just done doing some part of the project at sis hse...
missing bby alot...
really alot!!!!!!
i promise u tt i'll love u forever n stay by ur side always...
i'll always tries to find time for us..
our life gona b very bz in future bt no matter wt i'll have time for u..
i definitely will..
n 01.01.2012 will always b rememberd n kept in mind
I cn really say u'r the person i love most in life..
u've always made me learn & reflect on the mistake i've made..
u've always show ur sincerity in ur love towards me..
u always care for me n most importantly i knw u wont ever hurt me in any way...
u've always been the first person i think off wen i woke up early in the morning..
n the last i tink off b4 i went to bed...
i love u alot..
simply alot..
n there will nvr b a day tt i'll stop missing n loving u.
hundreds and thousands of kisses n hugs for u bby...
MOHD RASHIDIE IS ALWAYS LOVED BY NUR MAISARAH

2010-02-17T03:37:00.000-08:00

bby turns 19 alrd...

haha..

watch late night movie'Percy Jackson........"

its nice=D...+ e Percy is super cute!!!!!!!!

finish at 2am..

n we head somewhere aft tt..

spend e whole entire day with him...

bought 11 tings for his present..

reason being bcz he's bday is on e 11of feb..

wnted to buy 19 bt my pay is super low..

so change plan..

glad tt he loves the present..

we'll he have to..

if nt..

haha..

anw its Liyana last day at swens..

sigh..

a sad day for me..

cz i usually always share stuffs with he..

nw tt she's gone:(..

bt no matter wt we must keep in touch.

i love u frm e bottom of heart..

n I PROMISE YOU TT I"LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!!
i'll hold on to my words..

u'r some1 tt i cn nvr lose...
n i need u!!!!!!
always love spending my time with you
muack3x..

2010-02-11T01:36:00.000-08:00

its been fucking loooong since i last update my blog..

ders fulls of webs n spiders alrd..

k lame..

haha..

its MOHD RASHIDIE 19th BIRTHDAY today..

n 2 make tings bad i wish him late by 28 mins.
lyk wtf..

serious shit..

wnted 2 make everyting perfect end up..

sigh..

bby's abt sad abt tt..

he says im e 6th person 2 wish him...

sigh..

end up i gt sad n he pacify me...

although u said u dnt mind n its ok..

bt yet its nt ok wif me..

bcz its e first yr i celebrate with u n i wnted 2 make it super memorable!!!!!!

n its our 4mnths 2gthr alrd..

wee.

baby i love u more n more s days past by...

ur someone i love e most n frm the deepest of my heart..

its e truth n only god knws..

muack333333x..

u'r always loved by me!!!!!!

been rather sick wif coughing,running nose n asthma..

bt baby been caring for me..

thank you soo much syg...

2010-01-27T02:19:00.000-08:00

its been long since i last blogged..
had a very very very bad morning n alll thanks too my whole family...

first strt wif sis n her bf conversation..

in e morning alrd strt babbling otp..

keep asking each other 2 bath..

sumore her voice u knw lyk flirty2x..
felt lyk shouting at dm n ask both of dm 2 just go n bath n stop babbling otp n disturb my slp..

argh..

wokekn up by mum..

she ask me 2 send my lil sis 2 sch..

i was lyk wtf..

argh'..

gt 2 gt ready...

no choice..

wen i gt up frm bed i just simply shout..

wna venge my anger tru shouting..

wnting 2 wear watch bt yes watch missing..

anther fucking story..

argh..

if u wna wear my watch cn ask right..

ders no need 2 silently take it..

n make breaks my heart..

n 2 make tings worst mum 4gt give allowance..

THANK R PPLE..

i love all of u aloooooot..

i miss u alot..

u knw i do..

u've been bz wif training..

n cn hardly msg me..

i'm always...always waiting for ur msg every single time..

n wen u msg i just gt so happy..

baby u knw i love u alot..

only u..

others tt used 2 b impt is forgotten 4ever...

trust me alright..

muack3x.

2010-01-06T03:21:00.000-08:00

baby HAPPY 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!
i love u sooo much..
n missing u sooo much....

2010-01-04T04:40:00.000-08:00

I was already in too deep.

Because when I thought of him,

of his voice,

his hypnotic eyes,

the magnetic force of his personality,

I wanted nothing more than to be with him right now.<3

I MISS YOU MOHD RASHIDIE NOW N ALWAYS!!

I LovE yoU!

2010-01-03T02:16:00.000-08:00

3rd jan(Sun)

end work at 3..

head 2 bby's hme..

went ntuc wif him b4 tt..

2 buy ingredients 2 make spaghetti

he taught me hw 2 cook..

help him here n der.

n of cz it taste nice..

cz its our hard work n is made with love:)

2nd jan(Sat)

end work at 3

head 2 bby hse aft work...

spend till night..

n hme sweet hme..

bby fall aslp..

bt yet i give him a super long sweet msg..

yes i knw he's slping n wont b replying..

bt yet i still send..

bcz at least i hope he will wake up wif a smile:)

1st jan(FRIDAY)

strt e yr 2010 wif MOHD RASHIDIE!

went swensens ion for dinner

walk here n der..

dnt knw wer 2 go...

head to vivo..

walk here n der..

dnt knw wer 2 go..

bussed to mount faber..

spend time 2gethr..

n hme sweet hme..
bby tanx for spending ur time with me.

i always had a great time with u...

2009-12-29T08:05:00.000-08:00

I know That my love for
You is real
It's somethin' true
That we do
Just somethin' natural
That I feel
When you walk in the room
When you're near
I feel my heart skips a beat
The whole world disappears
i love u

i miss u syg..

so hoping 2moro will gt pay..

n will shop till i drop:)

mitting my sec sch mates i hope..

missing u guys...

2009-12-28T11:18:00.000-08:00

make bby mad n sad 2day..:'(

sorry k syg..

n didnt able 2 rush hme e timing my bby wnt me to...

bcz fetch khai at t3 wif sis amy..

he's bck frm Aust..

i didnt do it on purpose..

i did rush..

i swear i did..

im missing u n i knw i do..

ps..sorry for the late wish..bt yet its e thoughts tt count..my wish is sincere

HAPPY 21st bday to ADEL TOH SHIO WEN..

may all ur wishes cums true..

may ur love ones always be by ur side..

n may u live happily always:)

i dont know how i feel about you

or what is this thing we have but all i know is right here

& right nowim the happiest i been & its because of you

I LOVE U SOOO MUCH syg:*

gt well soon k

This is supposed 2 be yesterday post bt due to connection prob so i only manage 2 send it 2day..wth

2009-12-27T08:39:00.001-08:00

finally gt 2 watch bby play soccer live..

with his team..

was a friendly match at regent..

ey won 6-1..

cool huh..

went bck 2 bby's hme..

sit 4 while n spend time with him elsewer..

i love u soo much bby..

he keep reminding me of 6.10.2012..

he says tts gg 2 b our engagement date..

i told him if we'r still 2gethr..

n he told me "confirm will'

wah very sure sey..

bt i love ur confidence..

yes we will k honey..

family went shopping at expo..metro sale if im nt mistaken wo even asking me lor..

k my fault 4 nt being hme..

bt yet..

argh..

nvm..

!!!SPENDING TIME WITH MOHD RASHIDIE BEATS ANYTHING ELSE MAN!!!

You are a health risk.

It really can't be good for a heart to skip its beats;

for me to lose my breath;

and to have butterflies in my stomache.

2009-12-26T08:22:00.000-08:00

finally introducing to all of u "Farisha Erika!!!!"

my niece...

weee...

she keep slping..

i tried disturbing her..

bcz im working ltr tts y wnt play with her..

was abt 2 take her pic..

skali gt flash light..

she suddenly open her eyes

n cry..

oh god..

i tried 2 make her stop crying..

dn she slp bck..

tis girl r..

slp only..
s usual gt bullied by mohd n shafiq

tanx guys:)

we'r planning an outing during new yr..

weee finally..

n bby is tagging along..

double weee.

i love u syg..(nvr a post of mine end wo expressing my love 4 u)hehe

"Behind one strong hearts,is one thousand broken hearts"

2009-12-25T20:47:00.000-08:00

yest went ecp wif bby n his buddies..
had a great n lots of fun=D..
lots of funny tings here n der..
i just love hanging out wif u n ur buddies..
was wif bby wen suddenly my phone rang..
ex called lyk so random..
spend time till 6+..
n hme sweet hme..
bby says he still didnt gt 2 c me enough..
awww...
i love u syg..
asked whethr ive been a gd gf so far..
he says im his everything.
although i gt flaws..
well everybody do..
bt he love me with his whole heart..
frm e first time we met till nw..
tts very sweet of u.
bby is dwn wif headache..
gt well soon honey..
im loving u...muack3x...

"aku ingin engkau slalu,hadir dan temani aku,

di setiap langkah yg menyakiniku kau tercipta untukku..

sepanjang hidupku" tercipta untukku by ungu

"I fear for the day when you realize you no longer need me..."

2009-12-23T05:13:00.000-08:00

im counting dwn to 2010..
looking 4ward 2 spend & cherish my life
with
e 1 i truly love..
care abt..
n think abt..
n tt is you..
who else can it b other than u..
bcz it will only b YOU..

Relationship-of all kinds - are like sand held in your hands.

Held loosely,

with an open hand,

e sand remain where it is.

The minute u close ur hand & squeeze tightly to hold on,

e sand trickles through ur fingers.

You may hold onto some of it,

bt most will bt spilled.

Same goes with a relationship.

Held loosely with RESPECT and FREEDOM for the other person,

it is likely to remain intact.

Bt hold too tightly,

too possesively and the relationship slips awy

n is LOST...

2009-12-22T05:16:00.000-08:00

work was boring..

kept eating here n there..

i bcum a guinue pig of SEAN..

keep asking me 2 try wtever food he make for staffs meal..

bt serious its nice:)

Only when we give joyfully, without hesitation or thought of gain, can we truly know what love means

otp with my bby..

wee

2009-12-20T21:09:00.001-08:00

im super duper BOOOOOOORRRRRRREEEEEEEEDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-20T20:41:00.000-08:00

right tis minute n right tis second im gona keep my blog short n sweet..
cz i knw pple who read my blog cn simply go crazy man!!
i just gona say tt....
......

I MISS MY BABY!!!!

aint lying..

its e truth..

i miss u n will only b u..

ur e reason y my heart beat faster..

e days spend with u is just sooo wonderful..

n life wo u is a bore..

i love u!!

2009-12-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

work was hell ya bz..
was supposed 2 attend my cousin wedding bt didnt..
cz seriously having headache..
nw adays keep geting headache..
its kinda a normal ting 4 me..
mum kinda unhappy wif us..
cz nab also dont wnt go..
cz she's working ltr..
so kinda lazy..
dn mum nag say ltr wen we get married nobody wnts 2 attend our wedding..
quite true lah actually wt she say..
bt dont bother lah.
hehex..
wntd 2 met bby..
bt frm nw didnt receive any msges frm him..
bcz he says he gona off his phone..
cz low batt alrd..
dn gona use his friend phone 2 msg me.
waitd quite long 4 it..
was lyk having headache n keep slping agn..
tries 2 stp e headache..
bt it come n go..
so irritating..
dn watch tv..
n bby called using yan phone..
he tot im at e wedding n i said im nt..
nt gg cz having headache..
dn he doubt me..
he tot i lied..
he say i lazy right wnt 2 go..
bby i wont lie 2 u lah..
ape jelah..
kinda moody wen bby doubt n dont trust me although abt lil ting..
shldnt doubt me alright..
dn was lyk no mood wen i was talking 2 him..
dn he say since i no mood dn just hang up..
dn i said ok..
n said bye n hang up e phone..
n continued watching tv..
n i recalled my action was kinda bad of me doing it..
n msged him n said sorry 4 my harshness..
bt he didnt reply me..
waitd quite long 4 it..
dn he replied..
he said 4gt bt it..
n ask me 2 rest n tc of myself odw 2 work..
n tt he love me lots..
i felt better alrd aft hearing tt..
he's at imm wif yan n amin i tink..
dn he says he odw 2 bpp..
n wntd 2 meet me..
tot im nt gona meet him b4 he go bck 2 camp bt i managed 2..
n tts wt makes me cheerful at work..
was super hungry at work..
me n shafiq keep complaining 2 each other tt we'r hungry..
gt 1 large grp wntd 2 order n tis shafiq ask me 2 take..
cz he scared..
dn sumore have 2 praise2x me first b4 he ask 4 help..
knwn him well alrd..
if he praise me confirm he wnt me help do sumting..
plz lah u dont have 2 praise2x just ask 4 help tt will do..
n e large grp only orderd i 1 topless 5..
wth lah...
i cnt tahan e short girl..
really gt on my nerves..

lyk wth..
was missing bby alrd..
sigh..
hoping he's alright over der.
n nt geting scolded 4 no reason.
perservere n endure k bby..
receive a pic msg frm him..
muahahahhax..
abt 2 cupid shooting arrow..
funny lah u..
using no camera phone also cn still send me pic msg..
cute sey..
hahahhax..
he say must give him 1 of his pic..
if nt ltr he miss me..
ok i will k..
:))muack3x..
u must b aslp nw..
im gona make 4 myself n sis supper...

2009-12-19T01:11:00.000-08:00

thank alot bby 4 msging me...
bcz u've save me frm being killed by a serial killer...
omg...
My dream is super violent n gore....

2 e max!!!!!
nvr have tis kind of dream till yest i dreamt...
i remembr sum bits n pieces of my nightmare...
i rememberd e serial killer is working at swens bpp

b4 he bcame a serial killer...
he suddenly cut 1 of e swens staff finger...

using a scissors 4 nt doing wt he told her 2 do..

i cnt remembr who's finger was being cut
1 by 1 of her finger he cut..

n she showed chin lee...

n chin lee reaction was so plain..

no shock...

no panic..

no ntg..

she just shook her head..

i was lyk oh wt fuck man..

bt tings was per normal at swensens..

no1 called police..

no1 called ambulance...

it just remain e same..

n i e serial killer strts 2 cool dwn..

n i dont knw y i wasnt tt afraid of him..

i was clearing at table 1..

when he same 2 me..

tot he wna help me with the clean up..

end up..

he point a knife 2 me..

i was lyk shit..

im so gg 2 die..

right nw..

at swensens...

this minute n this second...

bt i tried my best 2 save my own life

when no1 at swensens or at bpp even care..

im lyk struggling 2 gt lose frm the killer's grip

n no1 ard me even stps him..

ey just do eir own stuffs..

OMG!!!!!

i tried 2 run awy..

bt e killer grab my jacket...

i dont knw y m i wearing jacket wen im working..

bt i manage 2 remove e jacket n lose grip frm e killer..

i run n run n run..

bt nobody bother 2 stp e killer..

n i gt inside Hang Ten shop..

n i told e staff 2 help me call police bcz a serial killer is cuming overr me..

dn i hide at 1 of the fitting room tt ey make it as a store room..

so ders lots of boxes der..

n i cnt close e room..

so i just close a bit..

e police all arrive..

bt ey take cover..

wait till the serial killer come..

e killer enter e hang ten shop..

he seems 2 knw wer i go..

lyk he cn smell me...

n he keep searching inside e fitting rm..

e last rm he search is e 1 im in..

e police didnt take action 2 gt hold of him...

bcz ey wnt 2 make sure he's e serial killer..

bcz he wasnt holding any weapon lyk i told dm so..

he open e fitting rm wer im in..

n i was lyk omg..

bt b4 tt he ask frm 1 of the police a scissors..

n the STUPID police pass it 2him..

here i go agn..

nobody spare me my life huh..

omg!!!!!!!!!!!

n he gt hold of me n at e mist of killing me using tt scissors...

wen i gt a msg frm bby..

im AWAKE!!!..

n the nightmare is gone..

one 4 good...

tis is e first time i gt a violent n gore nigthmare..

its just lyk im watching movie..

e only different is tt its real..

n the victim is me..

thanx syg 4 msging me early in e morning.

i guess i must say "U'r my HERO!!"

even wen u didnt appear in my nightmare 2 save me..

bt u make my nightmare go awy...

I LOVE U SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

bby wake me up..

wnt me 2 accompany him go jogging..

since he save my life..

so i shall acc him..

wen 2 bukit batok nature reserve..

i didnt join him..

bt just sat sumwer n waitd 4 him..

it strts 2 drizzle..

bby called wnt me 2 go 2 bustp der..

n meet him der..

spend time here n there...

awww.

i miss him sooo much man!!!

was so glad gt 2 spend time with him..

i always enjoy e day spend with him..

bby 2day was great..

really..:)

muack3x..

hang out till 11+..

kissed n hugged bby..

n home sweet him...

aww he's gg in 2moro..

n im working..

n b4 tt i gt a wedding 2 attend..

my close cousin wedding..

bby say no need come..

bt i dont knw..

c hw it goes k syg...

n sis is bck!!!!!!!!!!!

hw wonderful cn tt b..

tot she'l b bck on the 20th..

bt she came bck 2day..

really glad she n family reach spore safely..

she called me wen i was bf..

just 2 ask me whethr she gt e right perfume..

her daddy bought 4 me perfume..

escada perfume..

bt nt e 1 i wnt..

cz sis was confuse n gt it wrng

bt i really apreciate it...

dont have 2 say sorry sis..

i told u nt 2 buy 4 me anyting kn..

bt u buy also...

haiyo..

u r stubborn eh..

n i ask her 2 say tanx 2 her daddy n mummy..

n ey say its alright cz im lyk their god daugther..

awww..

hw swet cn tt b..

sis i regard ur family lyk mine too!!!!

c nt wait 2 meet sis...

must meet real sooon alright...

bcz 4 days wo u n ur msges makes me MISSSSSSSS UUUUU SOOOOO MUCH!!!!

nw i m msging wif sis..

n blogging...

bby must b slping..

just nw he said he's slpy..

kesian syg..

tired2x also come n meet me..

n hang out with me frm morning till night...

i apreciate it syg..

im gona miss u alot wen ur bck in camp agn...

ur e 1 4 me..

e 1 tt im holding on 2 right nw..

i need u..

n will only b u..

THANK U 4 EVERYTHING:))))

life wo u just nt gona b e same..

2009-12-18T08:04:00.000-08:00

saw boss wen i enter swens..

i was lyk..

oh holy shit man..

cnt gt 2 slack n talk2x n play2x ard..

boring..

bt he just stay 4 a while..

tts gd..

bt i miss him lah..

muahahahx..

work was seriously bz..

n shafiq funny lah serious..

he keep geting paranoid over things tt he shldnt have..

db sumore clever r..

wnt me 2 help him dn praise2x me..wth..

n tt girl..

2day seems 2 b hard working..

cz i gt 2 knw frm e indian auntie tt she complained abt her 2 boss..

n tt girl kena scold twice man.

4 e first time boss doing sumting i fully agree..

bt i doubt she gives damn when boss scold her..

dn sumore its alrd 10 bus still pack..

omg..

wah she quickly ask me 2 count cutleries n she wnts 2 sweep..

wth..

fuck lah..

she's so clever man...

tanx alot man..

i'm e last 2 finish lyk duh..

hate counting cutleries..

argh geram nye

bby msged me lots of time..

bt im sorry bby..

seriously bz wif work..

till 4 e whole day i didnt go 4 toilet break..

lyk its sooooo shocking man...

bby ask me whethr im gg bck with who..

dn if im done with work must msg him n everyting..

talk 2 bby till i gt out frm bpp..

n he ask me y i walk tt way..

i was lyk eh hw cum he knw where i walk..

dn i strt 2 look ard..

n saw him..

i was lyk..

omg..

i hang up..

n kinda run 2wards him..

n i hug him...

omg..

seriously man syg..

u surprised me..

slack with bby 4 while..

n hme sweet hme..

hug n kissed bby..

dont feel lyk letting go...

i miss u n i really do..

my love 4 u will always b der n aint gg 2 fade=D

2009-12-17T19:46:00.000-08:00

woken up my fatin's shouting..
here n there..
omg..
cn sum1 just stp tis uncontrollable kid???
i wish there is..
she's scared of my younger bro n my dad..
the rest of the family she ain't afraid..
sumtimes i scold her, she still cn ignore n laugh2x n still shouting all..
argh..
at times she gets on my nerves..
bt no matter wt she's still my sis n i love her sooo much..
she's my stress reliever
bt at times she's the 1 making me stress n adding on 2 it..
muahahhax...
slept late yest..
bcz...
thinking of tt special some1..
life wo having u by my side is different..
so used 2 having u by my side alrd..
bt i survived tru the days ur nt by my side
didnt realise 11 days have past..
so unbelievable...
11 days wo u..
wo anyting abt u..
ur batt flat bt u still try 2 msg me tru ur friends hp..
tts very nice of u syg..
dont worry bt me here ok..
my heart is always with u...
n 4ever will be..
trust me n dont ever doubt me alright..
i've learn 2 settle down with u n just u..
seriously n i swear no other pple nw in my mind..
u've made me soo happy by ur side..
bt at times u like 2 irritate me 2 e max..
e more i try 2 stp u e more u irritate me..
u..
stubborn eh..
hehex..
hopefully we cn meet this sat..
n gt 2 spend e whole day 2gethr...
frm morning till night...
with u n only u..
i love u soo much MOHD RASHIDIE..
n its 1 and the only thing that i'm sure of...

i will put more focus on my studies..

my lecturers been saying tt i kind off lost my focus somewhere sometimes..

n gting mia..

dont worry..

my interest in studies is still there ..

n 4ver will b..

i will try 2 b successful in pastry line..

apart frm many my other dreams tt are alrd being dashed...

im gg 2 make this dream of mine into reality..

making my family proud..

after changing my education route i gt 2 make this a successful 1...

telling pple i quit poly n study at ite wasnt a gd ting..

pple just think im stupid...

bt its my future pple..

dont think tt i dont knw wt im doing.

i do..

i've given it alots of thoughts b4 i end up in tis situation..

n afterall..

being in ite wasnt a wrong choice..

i've made lots of great friends..

a friend tt i cn nvr find elsewer..

alot of gd things i've learn frm them..

who say ite students have no dream???

no future?

we do have OK!!..

either we put effort on chasing our dreams n work towards our future..

i'll prove everybody wrng..

i'll b a somebody someday n shw 2 every1 tt simply every1 cn b successful..

e question is whethr ey wnt it n work towards it or nt..

thanx pple for the encouragement u gave me..

esp 2 my parents tt allow me 2 change my education route although i knw it must have been hard on them..

being happy at first tt i've done well 4 my 'o's n being able 2 gt in poly.

bt after 1yr n half being in poly..

decided 2 quit n go 4 ite...

money n time wasted..

bt yet ey still support me..

in everything i do..

so im nt gg 2 dissapoint them..

bt im thinking of my future n tts is y i quit..

thanx mum n dad 4 supporting me all this while..

i'll make sure ur effort is worth while=D

i love both of u...

2009-12-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

its been long since i last update my blog..
been bz working..n just slacking home...
bored is wt i felt everytime wo u by my side..
im missing ur voice..
ur laughter..
ur irritatingness..
ur jokes..
ur touches..
ur hugs..
ur kisses..
simply..
i miss u..
n everyting n all the tings in u...n abt u
im waiting 4 ur return..
patiently=D
planning 2 go ecp...

n spend privacy time wif my bby..

aww really cnt wait..

tanx pple for accompanying me tru tis time..
esp my sis amy..
she's at KL nw..
hope she n family gt a safe trip to their desitination n bck hme..
i'll b waiting 4 u too sis..
once u reach spore must msg me...
n we gt 2 meet up!!!!
anw i really had a great day spending my time wif u n khairi..
both of u made a great company..
u make me happy always..
hehehehx..
ur the greatest friend i've ever had..
n ur a sis 2 me..
i love u!!!!n i miss u alrd lah..

to Liyana n Adel...
yest was wonderful..
gg town n taking lots of pics here n dere
hope 2 hang out wif both of u soon...
bt gt 2 wait till gt pay..
dn cn really enjoy...
anw i'm uploading the picture at fb!!

n Adel stop it eh..

saying bt my tummy..

say bulging out lah...sumore cn say cute..

wth..

n she say she gt 2 send me hme,with my tummy lyk tt..

scared scare pple awy

serious shit.

idiot lah u!!!!

argh!!!!

to my classmates..
i simply miss all of u..
even the 1 tt i dislike..
muahahahahx..
actualy der isnt anybody tt i dislike..
just dont favour much..
muahahahhahax..
cnt wait 2 meet up wif u soon..
esp EMMA,LENA,ZARA,CLAR,ADELINE,WANTING,WEESIN
miss u guys!!!

to sir rosli n mdm tanty..
sir i miss u pinching my ear n throwing tings at me..
2 mdm tanty i miss u calling out my name bcz 4ever using my hp..
n u 4ever disturbing other..

to swensens pple..
had a great time working with all of u...
esp nw wen ive been working more due to sch holidays..
n hating sum1 to the core..
even feel lyk killing her..
bt tanx 2 all of u..
i manage 2 control myself..
guys we share the same hatred=D..
one day we gonna get her man!!!!!
tts my promise!!!

e most i miss is still my beloved MOHD RASHIDIE!!!!.
muack3x..

2009-12-11T21:04:00.000-08:00

been hugging tis bear lately since e day ur gone:'(

been looking tru ur photos everytime i miss u..n its lyk always:'(

been gg out wif sis since e day ur gone..tanx sis for keeping me company always...tanx to khairi too..u guys made a good company....n im loving both of u...:)

Woke up by my lil sis shouting lyk 1 mad girl keep asking me to wake up..

she say ders sum1 outside..

i knw its nt my family cz they have eir own keys...

so i just told her we cnt open doors to strangers..

hahahahahx..

to lazy to wake up n open e door tts y i said tt..

ate breakfast..

n watch tv n read comics..

aww i cn multi task...

write diary..

baby told me to..

ask me to write bt the tings i do..

act i cn type at blog..

bt ders certain tings tt r just meant for him 2 read..

so tts y write diary more better..

more personal...

more special for my love one..

i really hope nxt sat u cn gt out..

n meet me..

cz i alrd missing u so badly..

ntg i do cn gt u off my mind..

although i keep myself occupied...

ur still in my mind n 4ever will:)

working 2day at 630...

sigh didnt receive any msg frm u in e morning lyk i always used to..

i guess u must b bz or ur hp batt flat..

i hope its nt flat..

if flat gosh we cnt contact each other..

have 2 wait till sat..

if u cn gt out..if nt..

dn i dont knw until wen we gt 2 wait:'(

SARASHIDIE....cool right..

aww bby i just simply miss u..

2 LIM YI LING RENYTTA LAGMAN...

cheer up alright..

i knw it must have been hard on u..

just wnt 2 tell u tt anyting im der for u so yea..

u cn throw all ur unhappiness n sorrowness 2 me..

im sure everyting gona b fine..:)

2009-12-11T08:38:00.000-08:00

I MISS U!!!!!

5 days without u n im still counting..

my lappy is FINALLY bck...
evryting is fix...
lyk finally..
reading her blog just nw....
n suddenly the past just cums n strike me..
oh gosh..
was i so bad..
seriously im sorry 4 the hurt tt i've cause..
u said u've changed n i cn really c tt u do..
bt yet..
i still gav up on u..
bcz the fear is still on me...
text her..
bt she didnt reply..
i guess she wont..
bcz i said tt i hope tt she n her ms lil cute crush(i tink i gt it right)
hope tt she will make u happy n smile n wont hurt u in any way lyk i did..
i knw tt sorry cnt heal the wound tt ive cause..
im just...
sigh..
im sorry...
n do tc of urself..
ur bck keep on creating problem..
better go and c the doctor

was bored at hme 2day..

bcz i wasnt working...

so slack at hme..

s usual my headache is always haunting me..

argh..

wth..
bby i miss u n i really do...

u said tt u'll b happy if once we gt 2 meet up...

n once u'r infrnt of me,i run up to u n hug u..

tt is wt im gg 2 do syg..

the minute i saw u..

i'll smile widely..

n i'll run towards u n hug u n wont let go of u..

u'r the person i love dearly now...

n hoping it will b forever..

ur the person tt always making me happy..

making me to think the positive and the bright side of life..

ur the person i wnt to be with for my whole entire life..

do trust me alright..

although u might nt knw wt im doing..

just trust me..

wtever ting im doing..

i'll text u..

wen i gt out frm hse.

i text u..

wen i reach sch..

i text u..

wen i go for break..

i text u..

wen im gg bck hme..

i text u..

wen i reach hme..

i text u n wen i went out i text u...

i text u even wen i knw u cnt reply..

i'll update u on wtever im doing,..

i wont hurt u in any way..

enough of hurt causing frm pple and

enough of pple geting hurt bcz of me..

i just wnt u..

i'm happy being wif u..

n i wnt u forever by my side..

ur nvr been forgotten:)

always in my mind n heart..

u'r seems far awy frm me bt ur always close to my heart..

missing ur hugs..

ur kisses..

ur smell..

ur touches..
ur jokes..

ur nonsense..

just everyting abt u...

i hope everyting is fine der..

cnt wait for ur return..

i love u syg....

i really do..

n i always do..

n will forever do...

muack3x..

hope u gt a gd rest..

it will be a long n tiring day for u...

n i've been dreaming of u lately..

mayb cz i miss u n tinking of u too much...

lots of hugs n kisses..

2009-11-27T19:59:00.000-08:00

27/11/09
When Boredom STRIKE!!!!
celebrate hari raya haji 2day
gt ready n head 2 granny's hse..
ate,watch tv n talk n head hme..
some of my relatives are alrd der..
chat wif my fav cousin..
talk bt lots of stuffs.
it was a total bore aft she went bck hme..
so me n sis took pics..
nonsense pics..
actually ders more..
bt dont wish 2 upload e rest..
too crazy alrd..
muahahhaahx..
spend the rest of the day,playing card
watch tv..
eat drink n text baby..
he's at gombak wif buddies playing soccer..
wntd 2 follow bt cnt go out..
so just stay hme..
boring...

2009-11-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

26/11/09(thurs)
sch s usual..
went inside first wif sis cz emma was damn late..
no demo..
gd news sia..
had lifeskills all the way..dn cn go bck alrd...
y cnt everyday happen lyk 2day???
my life will be soo wonderful
bussed 2 bpp for lunch at mac...
me n sis had tenpanyaki meal..n i upsize for seaweed fries..
super yum3x...
till i even go ntuc n bought cili sos ok 4 tt meal..
muahahahhahaahx
crazy man..
head to amy hse...
wnt make chouz paste n brownies..
hehehehehehhex
chouz paste nt really a succes bt brownies is 4ever a succes:)
spend time at amy's hse..wif her mum..
she's lyk my god mum sey..
if only me n amy were real sis..
it gona b great serious shit..
n wif a mum lyk tt..
bt i still love my mum:)
we turn crazy sey at sis kitchen..dance her n der..
hahahhax..
damn funny serious...
bt sis....
i always had a great day spending time wif u:)
loving ur mum n ur family...
esp u!!i love u NUR AMALINA KAMIS!!
left amy's hse..
she went meet bf..
n i went granny's hse..n met parents n fatin der..
ate agnn
nice sey...
long time since i last eat my granny cooks..
sigh pity my grand dad..
he's lyl so old n sick..
its been long since i saw him..
n i cld c he's gting more sick..
wen i saw him i lyk wnt 2 cry..
bt i hold bck my tears..
ive made a promise to myself tt im gg 2 visit my grand parents the moment my sch transfer to cck...
n im nt gg 2 break this promise ive made...
2moro celebrating hari raya haji bt lyk nt feeling it lyk tt..
dont knw y...
hahahahax..
still nt sliping...
missing my baby...tts 4 sure....muack..i love u syg:*

!25/11/09(wed)
had prac in e morning....
only sis n emma knw the reason..
nt nw since im gona b blogging abt it..
so those who read my blog confirm will knw..
bt better dont pauto(i dont knw hw 2 spell
mine n sis bread black sia..
reasony : because of tooo much talking n kpoing..
actually nt kepo bt we help mdm ok..
hahahx.
n gossip2x here n der s usual..
if with mdm..
wt else we do..
gossip of cz..duh..
gossip3x..
n e nxt tink i heard
"sarah our bread black"
oh wth was the first ting on my mind
n e nxt ting i do is of cz duh run 2 training kitchen n admire my black bread..
omg tt bread make with love ok..
wif my bby name sumore..
skali buurn..
who's fault: mdm of cz..she strt gossiping wif us first..hahahax + sir also..cz he gossip2x with us also
aft prac quickly go bck..
bath n gt changed..n bussed to harbourfrnt..
met baby n his buddies at daiso..
was quite shy cz my first time meeting his buddies..
bt ey were very friendly..
n we head to sentosa...
played soccer..of cz nt me..
went swimming..of cz i didnt..
was feeling super sick..
bt yet still meet baby
cz i promised him alrd.
so cnt broke it...
wtever promises ive made 2 him i wont break it:)
rest assured baby..
dwn wif flu,sore throat,fever,headache bte yet still wnt 2 b der 4 my baby..
im sweet right..hahahhax nobody wnt praise so praise myself lor..
aft sentosa chill at vivo..
till 10+ n hme sweet hme
overall its was a great day spending time wif my bby n his buddies..
baby i love u!!!

2009-11-24T07:52:00.000-08:00

24/11/09(tue) supposed 2 b gg pe..
bt s usual..
im alrd awake bt waiting 4 tis 2 mangkuks 2 reply my msg
bt none did..
so i figured ey must b aslp...
so just 4gt e idea of gg pe..
met at usual place,...
n was early for lifeskills. :)
our sch gt fire drill lyk super lame...
fortunately it wasnt during our prac if nt..
we'll b in our chef's uniform n safety boots..
sch s usual..
fun here n der..
break for 2 hrs..
lyk its been long since we last had a long break..
ate magie at opp blk n play card games..
aft sch emma went bck wif ashik.
n he gave amy n me $5 each for the bet..
amy bet wif emma if ey patch up we will gt $5 each..
n act ey havent patch
bt ashik wntd give us $5 so s 2 say ey patch..
bt act we didnt wnt 2 accept the $$
bt emma say just take..
so tt means emma wnt accept it..
bt dont knw yet..
will knw the full story 2moro...
head to lot 1 wif amy..
ate jfc with the $5 we gt..
n went to library.
gt my favourite comic..
n we kept on making noise der..
e biggest culprit is amy of cz.. muahahhahx..
n we gt a friendship band..
yeah!! the sisters band..
its green cz we both love greenn..
i'll nvr remove it sis..
2moro i better check whethr urs still der..
if nt watch out.. muahahahahahx..
head hme n bath n met bby at bp area.. hmmm...
had some issues.. n yea..
dont want elaborate more on tt..
it leaves me teary really:'(
baby u knw i love u muchh..e same way u do:)
n i tink im falling sick soon..sigh..
anw gg prac in e morning 2moro.. weeee..
gt 2 b wif sis n emmmmma...yahooo!!!

23/11/09(Mon) was supposed 2 b in sch..
lyk hell yea..
bt end up..
im still at hme..
actually wantd 2 take mc..
bt amy also didnt turned up n figured she wont take mc also..
so i also carried on slping..
met baby at his hse..
spend time der..
eat bbq chick rice n durian der..yum3x..
amy msged ask if im free..
so met amy at gombak..
at barber shop.. a
cc her lil bro 4 hair cut..
saw her parents 2...
went amy's hse took ezlink card n she gt changed n head to lot 1..
gt out mocha frappe!!!weeeee..
bt it was pretty bitter..
nt nice..
starbucks mocha frappe still e best.. of cz..
muahahhahahx
met wif fizah & bf n faiz(all amy's friend)
bought food at psr mlm..
n ate near my ex's place.. muahhahahx..
4ever eating near der..
played taiti n snap..
n im a loser at snap man..
tanx guys 4 laughing at me wen im playing snap...
cz i just look lyk a retards..
only wen i play snap bt usually im normal..
went bck pretty late..
n hme sweet hme:)

22/11/09(sun)
went west coast park
wif who else if nt my baby:)))
hehehx lunch n considered my dinner at mac..
west coast park was pretty crowded..
bt it was fun though talking bt pple tt we saw..
many of those flying kites...
playing frisbee..
small boy playing soccer..
kind of bring bck e past memories..
spending time wif family wen we wer stil young n united..
kind of miss the memories..
end up late for work..
n my brilliant excuse was 'stomach ache' dn went im at work..
adel ak me y im late..
n i told her i gt stomachache n she knw lah tt i lied cz wen i said tt i smile2x.. muahahhahahax..
work s usual tiring n bz..
n hme sweet hme:)

21/11/09(Sat)
Met bby at teck whye lrt..
n we bussed to harbourfrnt..
ate at lj n head to sentosa..
meeting baby's friends der celebrating his friend bdae..
der still havent reach..
so we walk ard. n had tea break at delifrance...
chill der s usual wif our guess who game:))
head 2 pahlawan beach n met up with the rest.
slack with dm...
aft 2 of his girl friends went bck dn we slack at siloso wif his guys friends..
im lyk always e only girl..
lyk paisey ok..
being the rose ang the thorns..
ey say an abandoned wheel chair n decided 2 play wif it..
wth lah ey all..
bt its kinda funny cz ey act lyk a retards infrnt of pple..
really fun hang out wif dm..
ey actually wantd 2 tauunt der..
bt its was kinda boring uu knw lyk ntg much ey cn do der..
so ey canceled e plan n all went bck hme..
it was pretty late by e time we wantd 2 go bck..
so baby n me cabbed hme..
was super tired bt wait till baby reachd hme n had a gd night slp..

2009-11-20T18:59:00.000-08:00

20/11/09(Friday)
Emma give miss call...
tot its just 5+am bt act 6+am alrd...n im late..
quickly bath n gt ready n took the train to JE n met up wif sis Amy
head to clem n bussed to sch..
straight we head to locker n took my toolset only to realise tt afterall we dont nid it at all..
wth..
met emma at bustp der n head for mac breakfast..
took train to Eunos wif wei xiang..
train s usual pack lyk shit..
n head to jamiyah's children home..
demo gingerbread to themm..
at first was feeling very nervous n scared bt we get over it..
n all of them treatd us wif a warmth welcome..
ey treat us lyk we'r their big sis..
n ey salam us..
all e children tt saw us willl just talk to us..
n ey will salam n smile..
awwww i love dm..
wish i cld stay wif them..
sure it gona b fun..
n many keep asking wen we gg to cum n visit dm agn..
awwww..
i miss dm alrd..
seriously..
the children there is very chatty n nt afraid of pple..
ey look very happy..
bt inside dm i knw ey r suffering..
n i really wntd 2 b 1 of them tt can bring a smile on eir face..
seeing them smile n happy makes my day..n it makes me feel tt im fortunate...
ey kind of sad wen we'r gg bck keep asking us 2 stay n chat wif dm..
bt we gt 2 rush bcz we need 2 do fruit tart at sis amy hse..
it was raining heavily..
n we dont even have an umbrella wif us..
we borrowed eir umbrella n my shoes was all wet..
oh ya 4gt say tt wen i was der i didnt realise my pants kena curry..
i seriously didnt knw wer it cum frm..
e only tink i knw...
wx ask me wt happen to my pants..
n i was lyk wt the fuck!!!
n emma s usual keep laughing at me..
idiot emma..
anw emma have been feeling extremely hyper nw adays..
n im loving it..
must always feels tis way k emma..
i knw ur strng n ur independent..
shw him tt ur happy n u dont need him..
i knw u still love him..
bt give each other time alright..
love u emma n amy!!!
tis project has brought us even closer 2gethr..
we've been spending time wif each other almost every single day..
n i rarely have time 4 my baby..
even wen he's sick..
i didnt even have time 2 tc of him..
im sorry 4 nt being a gd gf..
i really hope u understnd..
bt no matter wt u'r always inside my heart n nvr 4gotten....
i love u...:*:*:*...n will always do..
we was drenched due to the heavy rain n the small umbrella tt we shared..
n 2 make tings worst..
a car n a van drove speed passed us n splashed a whole lot of wtr to us!!
lyk wt the........
wt a bad day..
gt inside mrt in a drenched state esp me..
it was soooo cold...
brrr.
head to westmall bought fruits n head to amy's hse..
gt 2 throw the yest pastry cream bcz we measured the corn flour wrngly n tt explains the awful taste..
gt 2 make a new 1..
while chilling it we watch tv....wif amy's mum..
i was alrd feeling super headache..
sumore im working ltr..
msged chin lee n joyce to tell dm i cnt go work..
bcz serious shit im feeling giddy n tired n i just so stress wif the day we went tru..
finaly ey give...
tanx pple for understnding..
n tanx adel 4 the care n concernn..
she's my big bro nw..
muahahahhax..
make fruit tarts n chill at amy's hse..
cz im nt well to go bck yet...n home sweet hme..
sorry baby cz i go bck later dn 9..
hehehehx...
nt done on purpose..
eat,watch tv,iron my clothes n off to bed..
my first time telling baby tt i wnt slp first..
cz seriously i cn take it..
so weary n still having headache..
bt afterall tinking of the children's smile kind of took awy the tiredness in me..
cnt wait 4 my nxt visit der!!!
weee.

2009-11-18T23:13:00.000-08:00

been lyk super fucking long since i last update my blog...
omg!!!!!!
will only blog bt e impt dates..

19/11/09(thurs)
was late 4 sch..
ok i shldnt mention tt..
cz its lyk a normal ting.. hahahahahx..
had demo..
we doing muffin.. yum3x..
class s usual fun wif al my clans...
ate at clementi...
n home sweet hme...
n finally gt time to blog man!! gt 2 bath soon n head to amy's hse for project...
2moro gg 2 Jamiyah Children's home.....
yeah.. so excited..
n baby promise u'll tc of urself k..
cz i love u soooooo much!!!muack..
n Adel tanx for buying those cookies...
so sweet of u...sumday we slack alright...
wif liyanna ey all:))) miss u n ur friends..hehehx

18/11/09(wed)
was supposed 2 b in sch to help mdm wif Christmas tingy
bt was out wif bf^^ gt up early in the morning to acc baby to poly..
he need 2 gt cream for his allergy..
head to his hse..
watch tv wif mum-in-law hehehex..
lyk real only..
hopefully=D
she ask me lots of qns.. hahahahax...
manage to ans it.. hahahahx
at 3 head to vivo..
went toy-r-us..
bought 'guess who' game...
n play at starbucks..
bought mocha frappe..
omg im in love wif coffee bean n starbucks mocha frappe..
yum3x...
n we play e game der while waiting 4 baby's friends..
head to Safra..
acc baby n his friends play pool..
n at the same time play the "guess who" wif him n his buddies..
was fun n fuunny.. hahahahx..
had a great day...
planning for sleepover at amy's hse...
by my mum didnt give..
i hate my mum!!!!!!!
was having gastric pain..
so was lying on my bed..
while my mum talking 2 me..
didnt debate much wif her cz stomach was killing me...
mum help me take a bottle of warm wtr n towel to roll on my stomach..
awww so sweet of her..
loving my mum bck again...
i knw she gt her reasons nt 2 let me slpover friends hse..
bt its nt for fun..
bt 4 my project..
bt nvm..
baby is sick..
so sad..
his body is feverish n having flu..

wish i was der to tc of him till he fully recover..
i love you
n of cz i always wnt to accompany u 2 werevr u wnt bring me to.. muack3x..

17/11/09(Tue) reached usual place..
saw emma,lena n mushroom head ok adeline..
mdm called adeline to say tt we cn go hme..
lyk wt fuck..
we havent even step our feet inside e sch gate..
n we cn alrd go hme.. wow..
wat a great day..
bt at the same time kinda frustratd
cz lyk we woke up early only to waste our time traveling
to sch for no reason..
hahahahahx..
head to amy's hse..
n strtd to do brownie n fruit tart..
baby went tamp mall wif his sis..
siblings gathering i guess..
ate at secret recipe lor..
so jealous...
argh i miss swens food..
wen cn i go eat der..
im craving 4 it man..
we keep 4geting 2 buy ingredients..
so we gt 2 go dwn agn n buy..
so lazy sey..
brownie was delicious..
tanx Hidayah!!!my best buddy for the recipe..
only tt 2 me the brownie a bit dry..
shldnt bake too long.. bt overall.. its nice:))))
sumore we ate wif ice cream!!!! yum3x...
kept sum for baby,amy's baby n emma's mum n for wei xiang to sell.. was abt to meet baby n passed him the brownie n fruit tart..
bt he say just meet 2moro..
k lor.. was kinda sad 2day..
nt gg 2 mention y.. took 187 hme..
amy waitd wif me for my bus although her stomach pain..
so sweet of my sis..
love u..
n tanx 4 listening to my sorrows..
although u having stomach cramp bt u still listen 2 wt i gt 2 let out..
gt teary inside bus..
was tinking of alighting n took 963 home..
so cld drop straight infrnt of my hse..
bt tink3x..
i wantd 2 walk..
wen im sad n feeling dwn.. walking in a lonely place 4 me is the best...
gt teary while walking hme,...
bt i hold bck my tears..
n sis tanx 4 accompanying me tru msg wen im dwn.. i love u soooooo much!!!!!!
home sweet hme...
"i need ntg else in life..wt i have nw is more than enough..a gd family.comfortable home..intersting course..great friends(Emma,Zara,Lena,Adeline,Clarissa)...fun job n nice colleague..wonderful sis(AMY)..n of cz sweet baby..im so content wif life..wt more cn i say..."

16/11/09(Mon)
Its my phase test..
n do u tink im prepared..
lyk no....
ntg much 2 say bt my phase bt just disappointment:'(

14/11/09(sat) met baby at tampiness mall cz he help his sis do swiss roll..
head to ecp..
yea we taunting 2day..
great:)
our place was taken lor..
bt its ok..
cz its nt lyk its really our place..
ders a tent beside us which is..
omg..
i really dont knw hw 2 mention e condition of the tent.. lyk seriously..
we keep laughing wen we look at the tent.. hahahahahx..
baby i had a great day..
if only we cld taunt every single day it wld have been great^^..
"ntg is more impt n makes me happy other than spending ur day wif ur love one"
which is spending time wif my DIDI..for my case...

13/11/09(fri) yeah..
science center visit wif classmates...
wanted to go snow city cz amy wnt play wif snw..
bt nt many pple wnt go..
so we drop the idea..
so we just tour ard science center..
n i discover i gt high blood pressure..
omg.. bt i tink sumting wrng wif the machine man...
right3x? just say right..
hahahahx had fun cz aft all everywer we go will b fun if we gt great company.. right guys!!
muack..loving all of u man...
nvr fail 2 make my day..

12/11/09(thurs) went simei ite for tis career fair..
n tanx alot man..
cz we gain ntg frm the career fair..
slack at simei cafe 1...
wif amy,zara,wee sin,clar,wendy n acha..
dn head to expo for ROBINSON sale!!!!
zara was excited cz gt crocs sale..
bt we see it wrongly actually its is clog sale..
wth.. such a dissapointment..
slack wif amy,zara n wee sin at mrt station der while ey smking..
talk bt flasher,sex,alot more^^...
zara ur center parting n im curry puff..inside joke..shhh
all alight the same station wif me..
tanx man..
hahahahx n tanx pple bcz of tt talk im lyk keep lookinf frm far if ders flasher or wt..
so i gt time to run awy..
hahahahahahx met baby at tamp..
n head hme..

2009-11-10T16:48:00.000-08:00

fruit tart!!

acha partner..hahahx.cz ey having the same bag..must b couple bag..so sweet

10.11.09(Tue) Supposed 2 be gg 4 PE..
alrd planned 2 go the day b4..
end up all of us 2 tired n slpy n still on e bed so 4gt e idea of gg PE..
n continued slping..hehex
went 4 lifeskills..
during short break bought apple strudel..
yum2x nice=D
Sir Rosli will b teaching us hw 2 make.. yeah!!
cnt wait..
bought ananas n went opp blk for our lunch...
wif Amy,Emma,Zara, Wee sin & Acha..
wee sin cn nvr stp playing Jap songs..
so irritating lor!!!
n Zara keep geting scared of cats. hehehx..
we kip singing the P.U.S.P.A & my mother song..
bcz of Zara lah.
who else..
when all of us combine der will be lots of craps..
head 2 Amy's hse..to make fruit tarts n pack choc chip cookies..
e mum also help us..
she's so nice..
everytime help us=D
.. sweet right..
my bf wait 4 me under amy's hse..
cz he went 2 his friend hse at B.b too..
went Westmall n had dinner at KFC..
baby tanx 4 alwys having time 2 spend wif me=D..
u always knw hw 2 make me laugh..happy & smile.
although i have a tiring n slpy day in sch..
u always manage 2 cheer me up n draw a smile on my face..
sumore baby shock me went he talk abt engagement..
he says gt engage aft he NS..
wth e....hell
he was joking2x bt ders a seriousness in it too
2 me its too early 4 me seriously..
cz i wnt to fulfil my ambitions 2 the fullest..
& baby says he also wnt 2 continue studying aft NS..
n if ntg stops us n if we'r meant 2 be..
dn we will mayb gts engage while pursuing our dreams..
i hope ur the 1 im looking 4 syg..
hope tt u will always b der 4 me..
when im happy or when im down..
will always tolerate my behavior n craps..
n baby tanx 4 the video tt u've creatd just 4 me..
its reallly sweet n wonderful..
i cnt stp replaying it..
i hope all the words in it is frm the bottom of ur heart lyk wt u told me..
i dont lyk u 2 say all tt just 2 make me happy k..
i love u n only u nw..
i hope tis time im really sure of my inner feeling..
im nt gg 2 b fickle agn..
enough of fail relationship..
nw im gg 2 make ours a successful 1..
although im still afraid n holding bck my love..
bt maybe lyk wt u said past is past...
nw its time 4 e present.. tt is us=D..
baby i will give my fullest love..
n love u wholeheartedly... muack3x...
ok enough of love2x ting man..hehehehx..
s long s u knw i love u s much s u love me..
n tt wt matters more

BriocheClar

9.11.09(Monday)
Met baby at usual place tt is teck whye cc for breakfast at Mac der..
ate sausage mac muffin wif egg..
long time nvr eat tt..
e reasons y i ate it cz i brought along packets of chilli sos frm hme..
hahahx..
wth..
fanatic of chilli sos..
wo chilli sos everyting wldnt taste nice..
if cn i tink i'll buy a bottle of cili sos.
lyk hw i did last time n keep it inside my bag.
bt embarrassed lah wnt take it out..
hehehhex..
bussd 2 sch.
was the earliest..for the first time..
met wanting at sch gate n went canteen..
lesson happen s usual..
except tt 2day i listen to songs using earpiece while making bread..
cz im bored..
wee sin nvr cum sch so ders no crap frm him..
hehehex..s usual my hp volume will be the fullest..
n i was singing nt knwing tt everybody cld listen when im singing..
i was at the last station..
was moulding the bread at the marble table...
wen i look bck..
i saw all of them looking at me including sir..
including sir.!!!
omg..
n ey giggle..
wtf..
embarrassed sey!!
where m i gona hide my face..
hahahahx....
lena keep laughing wen i sweep n mop the floor..
she says i sweep & mop the floor lyk s if im dancing..
wth man Lena..
hahahhahax..
Making Lena laugh is the best ting=D..
aft sch bussed to VIVO..
met baby der..
had our dinner at banquet..
dn walk2x 4 while..
n home sweet hme..
baby u knw i love u..muuack

2009-11-07T23:41:00.001-08:00

8.11.09(sunday)
act i woke up early..
bt its too heavy to open my eyes..
so i continued slping..
woke up by the pain my lil irritating sis cause..
he keep hitting my leg...
ask me 2 wake up..
say dont slp alrd lah..wt lah..
she sooo naggy man for her age..
i tink she heritate e naggy attitde frm my granny n my mum!!
wt 2 do..
n the victim is who else wen it nt me!!
so sad...
mum cook crab..
yeah!!!
i'll gt more crappy nw since i love eating crab..
ohhhh soo lame n crappy man
surfing the net.
n baby give me a surprise!!!..
aww man.
didnt expect tt 2 happen..
tanx baby!!!..
ur so sweet..
it nt a lame surprise at all..
ntg cn b more sweeter dn receiving a surprise frm u..
of cz nt a bad suurprise lah.
duh!!
its gg 2 rain hope he'll tc of himself..
baby i miss u..
tanx 4 the teddy..
im hugging it nw..
n will keep in hugging it..
yeah!!..
n i cnt view wt he put inside the mem card he pass it 2 me..
cz i tink ders sumting wrong wif my lappy mem slot..
aww i ruin the surprise!!!
wth..
baby i love u soo much..
tanx 4 the effort u pt in tis surprise..
i appreciate it alot..n im missing u..
nvm he'll b fetching me frm work..
yeah..gtg 4 nw..

7.11.09(Saturday)
Not working today..
yeah..
so happy!!!
woke up at 7am..
get ready 2 meet baby cz gg ecp!!..
meet him at zhenghua bustp n board the 190 he took..
the bus was so crowded..
so cnt sit 2gthr wif baby..
alight at ps..
n took 14..
awww shit we took the wrng bus n bby blame me lor..
everyting me..hahahahahx
dn we cabbed der instead..
bought breakfast at mac n find a place for us 2 chill...
we keep looking at pple n we predict wtz on their mind n wt ey r talking..
oh went mohd rashidie n sarah combine our level of craps increases..
hahahx
bt it was fun though=D..
head bck hme at ard 6+..
n home sweet hme..
tiring bt yet a wonderful n fun day for me..
e reason y???
cz gt 2 spend time wif baby!!!!

6.11.09(Friday)
Today is my anniversary!!!
yea!!
n ders sumting wrng wif the date on my post..
bt nvm..
woke up early..
gt 2 make sweet paste for fresh fruit tratlets..
n im making cupcakes for my bby for our annie..
he's been wanting 2 eat cupcake..
ask me make..
bt i told him i lazy wnt make..
act2x lazy only..
bt actually wen at first he wntd cupcake i alrd gt n idea 2 make it 4 him for our annie:D
baby i definitely wont b lazy 2 do anyting 4 u..
hmmm i tink so..
hahahahax
jklah..
was doing all those things in a rush...
gt lifeskill aft tt..
so lazy lor..
n i 4gt 2 take pic of e cupcakes i make n decorate for bby..
awww:(
msg bby ask him if he wnt mit..
he say he's meeting his friend..
bt i told him i wnt meet him 4 while..
just a while..
cz i wntd 2 pass him e cupcakes n card ive made specially for him=D
wntd 2 make it a surprise for him..
wen t wif Amy cz we'r gg lot1 ltr 2 eat..
she acc me meet bby..
n we gt lost searhing 4 his hse..
hahahhax..
went der lots of time bt yet still n 4ever getting lost..hahahhax..
n i gt e wrng instructions frm bby..
he say wait at the blk we used 2 sit n chat.
i tot he say meet under his blk..
hahahx..
end up we reached his blk wif amy's bf guide..
n wait 4 bby der..
he look surprise wen i pass him e cupcakes..
hope he lyk it n enjoy it..
i love u soooo much baby..
happy 1st mnth annie..
u'll always be in my heart!!
we must hold on 2 each other no matter wt alright..
muack3x..
head 2 lot1 aft tt eat nasi lmk at e multi purpose hall..
i told amy my ex live der..
dn guess wt..i saw him..
just drop dwn frm his bike..
i straight turn e other way rnd..
lyk long time nvr c him..
skali c him dont knw hw 2 react..
4tunately he didnt c me..
amy ask me wts his name..
dn she go n shout..
wth sis..
4tunately he didnt hear...
hahax..
head bck 2 lot1 to the library.. dn i straight go work..
was late for work..
bt plz look at my face..
do u tink i give a damn??
hahahahahx..
work s usual bz lyk hell..
tiring day..
head 2 christ blk aft work n ate spring chick..
yum3x..
n a cat have 2 ruin our meal by keep appearing n shwing a pathetic face so we give it food..
hahahahx..
both of us kinda scared wif the cat..
everytime it cum 2 us..
we throw the chick bone..
so we didnt really concntrate on our food,..
bt concentrate on the cat cuming near us everytime he finish up e bones we throw..
the last bone we throw damn far cz afraid it 4low me hme..
hahahahx..
wt a day...

happy 1st mnth annie!!

2009-11-05T07:57:00.000-08:00

BABY HAPPY 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

2009-11-04T08:33:00.000-08:00

(05.11.09)
meet emma n amy at bpp mac..
aww amy n me so wanting 2 buy agnes b tote bag..
n i wna buy e wallet 2..
cnt wait 4 my next pay..
yeah2x..
n 2day amy n me we both becum twins..
wearing the same sweater..
we force emma 2 buy the same sweater too..
so we went jp..
amy took her pay..
ate at banquet..
wow 2day we ate alot lor..
dn head to FOX..
yeah emma bought green FOX sweater..
i wntd tt..
cz its green..
bt the red tt ive got is just s nice=D
met baby at lot 1..
walk2x ard..
oh so boring..
dn head to bpp..
more boring..
dn slack 4 while n went bck..
baby i miss u..
baby hair botak alrd..
hahahahx..
havent ns bt he cut botak alrd..
wt lah he..
bt its nice playing wif his botak hair..
so smooth lor..
baby i miss ur hair lah!!.
n of cz the person too!!muack3x

(04.11.09) - WED
took 184..
drop at clem..
went ntuc buy hotdog for 2day's bread..
yum2x cnt wait=D head straight 2 sch..
saw amy n emma..
give amy's a hug cz she 4gt save sum of hotdog 4 me dn she feels bad n give me a hug..
funny lah uu sis.. haiyo...hehex..
prac happens s usual..
met up wif baby at jp..
i took the wrong train argh..
supposed 2 take train to joo koon(idk hw 2 spell) bt instead i took e 1 to Changi Airport..
alight at outram n take train bck..
wth waste of my time..
wntd 2 b early n meet baby..
end up im late due to my own clumsyness.. wth!!
amy wntd me 2 buy e fox sweater.. hehehx sisterhood.
yea n i bought it.. same2x..red colour..
wee sin has it..
clar has it...
rong jun has it ..
wendy has it
n nw amy n me has it..
so who's nxt??
baby bought wallet 2 replace his old wallet..
bussed hme..
saw my sis..
baby noticed her first lor..hehehehx..
she alight at bpp der n took bus..
she soo lazy bum2x..
went hme straight..
aww so tired bt yet
gt 2 compose email to give 4 the home.
type such a long email end up e email gone lyk tt...
oh thank u i gt 2 redo n type it agn..
fuck lah..
haiyo..
slept late 2day..cz cnt slp yet..
baby alrd fallen aslp..
he 4ever slp so early bt i dont mind=D
hope he get a gd night rest...gd night..slp tight n sweet dreamz baby!!

(03.11.09)
Guess wt i didnt attend sch..
cz..
cz..
go dating lor wif who else..
my love of cz =D
first we took mrt n went to beach rd..
baby searching 4 stuffs bt end up nvr buy anyting..
dn we had our lunch der..
yum2x..
e nasi pattaya was delicious n marvelous..
loving it man!!!!!
dn head to bugis..
went illuma n wath IMAGINE THAT
the shw nt bad..
nice n funny
bt some boring part..
bt overall it was ok..
window shopping 4 while...
n head to Mustafa Centre
first went to City Square Mall..
e new shopping centre..
cz i miss Rachael!!!.
n Joyce n JiaLing..
manage to hug Joyce n Jialing xcept for Rac:(
cz she bz at fountain..
awww.
went mustafa n i was blinded wif lots n lots of stuffs,..
bought GUCCI RUSH!!!yeah!!!!
end up baby nvr buy anyting..
he wantd 2 buy head phone bt all nt nice
so he just have to wait lor..
no choice..
aft tired of walking ard mustafa we head hme..
took mrt to harbourfrnt n bussed hme..
reached hme by 12..
oh very tired..
very tired bt yet still force pried my eyes open 2 reply to baby msges..
wish baby was by my side..
love uu sooo much!!
had a great day wif u 2day..
it was worth it..
i was everday is lyk tis man..
bt 2 bad its nt..hahahx..
I love u syg!!!

what a day

2009-11-01T01:17:00.000-07:00

wow its been long since i last update my blog....
where shld i start??
act ntg much 2 say..
cz all my day went smoothly n the same lyk any other day.
hwever i must tell u abt a day tt is really a challenge nt just 4 me..bt amy n emma 2..
we woke up early in e morning n met at usual place..
went kitchen n bake cookies..
was rushing on it..
n i even ended up burning my hand..oh shit..
seriously quite big the burnt:(
aft done wif cookies..
we rush dwn 2 mountbatten rd..
drop at Kallang n cabbed der..
2 make tings worst it was pouring heavily..
we sat n waited 4 e person..
wait n wait n wait..
dn the person say we cn cum bck agn at 2..
we was lyk wth..
anw we wer hungry so we dont really mind
we wer so blur on wer we shld go n wt bus shld we took..
we seriously nt familiar wif tis place..
4 me its my first time cuming here..
so we decided 2 walk n walk..
previously in e cab we saw ders a kfc restaurant by itself
so we strt searching 4 it..
walk n walk n walk..
we keep saying we'r nearing bt ders still no sign of it.
wth right..
at last we've reached..
n making tings worser my lil red friend pays a visit..
oh tanx alot..
n my mood damn bad..
feel lyk smacking 1 of the kfc staff..
ders a trash bck on e floor..
i didnt c it..
n she just held my hand n lyk sum sort of push me aside awy frm the trash bck..
i was lyk wtf!!!
argh!!
we bussed bck der..
wait 4 while n e person in charge cum n talk 2 us..
we wantd 2 help e orphanage end up tis place is a boys home instead of a childrens home
e person say tt we cld still continue wif the cooking shw..
e boys confirm will pay attention during our class bcz we'r girls
bt i dont feel comfortable abt it..
all of us dont fell comfortable abt it..
so e prson recommend us 2 go Darul Ma'wa instead which is at Eunos der..
oh gosh..
gt 2 travel agn..
e funny prt tt almost cause our lives cum wen we trying 2 search 4 e Kallang mrt
toom bus der bt it didnt sto directly at Kallang Mrt..
so we gt 2 search 4 it.
went wer jay walking
look right n left..
ok its safe 2 cross
bt thn ders a car speed..
n i was lyk stop...
i wntd 2 run bck n grab the 2 of dm wif me.,..
e first i grab is emma cz she wntd 2 run over 2 e other side..
n she act was stnding beside amy..
i grab her 2 my side..
it was damn funny esp if it happens in slow motion
it feels tt its happening in a slow motion..
n the funny part we stop wen e car horn n we hug each other in e middle of the road..
it seriously funny dn we cross the road safely
finally..
took mrt der..
4tunately it was just a walking distnt frm e mrt..
n we manage 2 find the children's home..
ey treat us very nice,,
told us 2 cum in n while waiting ey serve us drinks..
e person in charge was delightd tt we'r frm pastry n baking course..
ey wntd us 2 teach the kids 2 bake n stuffs..
bt b4 tt we must email dm wt activities n stuffs..
so nw we goes agn..
gt 2 email n wait agn..sigh..
bt nvm lah at least we'r happy tt e person is interestd wif our course:)
shall nt talk more alrd:)