My life have been great.. Love life is wonderful. Having bf that truly understands me really is an advantage to this relationship. With him since 6/10/2009 till now and hopefully till eternity. Amin. I ask for no one else except for him. Every time I felt like breaking down he know how to lift me up.I'm really thankful to have him in my life. Be with me forever dear

Work has also been great. The workload is just what I needed. Not too much, not to little. Hopefully they will really be able to sponsor me for my diploma. Insyallah. Still not confirm but praying for the best.

Will be gg for vacation with family real soon.. One week away from work is what I need really.. Melaka and Batam here I come. Gg to have a gd rest and great shopping!!Yeah!!

wish i was der to tc of him till he fully recover..
i love you
n of cz i always wnt to accompany u 2 werevr u wnt bring me to.. muack3x..

17/11/09(Tue) reached usual place..
saw emma,lena n mushroom head ok adeline..
mdm called adeline to say tt we cn go hme..
lyk wt fuck..
we havent even step our feet inside e sch gate..
n we cn alrd go hme.. wow..
wat a great day..
bt at the same time kinda frustratd
cz lyk we woke up early only to waste our time traveling
to sch for no reason..
hahahahahx..
head to amy's hse..
n strtd to do brownie n fruit tart..
baby went tamp mall wif his sis..
siblings gathering i guess..
ate at secret recipe lor..
so jealous...
argh i miss swens food..
wen cn i go eat der..
im craving 4 it man..
we keep 4geting 2 buy ingredients..
so we gt 2 go dwn agn n buy..
so lazy sey..
brownie was delicious..
tanx Hidayah!!!my best buddy for the recipe..
only tt 2 me the brownie a bit dry..
shldnt bake too long.. bt overall.. its nice:))))
sumore we ate wif ice cream!!!! yum3x...
kept sum for baby,amy's baby n emma's mum n for wei xiang to sell.. was abt to meet baby n passed him the brownie n fruit tart..
bt he say just meet 2moro..
k lor.. was kinda sad 2day..
nt gg 2 mention y.. took 187 hme..
amy waitd wif me for my bus although her stomach pain..
so sweet of my sis..
love u..
n tanx 4 listening to my sorrows..
although u having stomach cramp bt u still listen 2 wt i gt 2 let out..
gt teary inside bus..
was tinking of alighting n took 963 home..
so cld drop straight infrnt of my hse..
bt tink3x..
i wantd 2 walk..
wen im sad n feeling dwn.. walking in a lonely place 4 me is the best...
gt teary while walking hme,...
bt i hold bck my tears..
n sis tanx 4 accompanying me tru msg wen im dwn.. i love u soooooo much!!!!!!
home sweet hme...
"i need ntg else in life..wt i have nw is more than enough..a gd family.comfortable home..intersting course..great friends(Emma,Zara,Lena,Adeline,Clarissa)...fun job n nice colleague..wonderful sis(AMY)..n of cz sweet baby..im so content wif life..wt more cn i say..."

14/11/09(sat) met baby at tampiness mall cz he help his sis do swiss roll..
head to ecp..
yea we taunting 2day..
great:)
our place was taken lor..
bt its ok..
cz its nt lyk its really our place..
ders a tent beside us which is..
omg..
i really dont knw hw 2 mention e condition of the tent.. lyk seriously..
we keep laughing wen we look at the tent.. hahahahahx..
baby i had a great day..
if only we cld taunt every single day it wld have been great^^..
"ntg is more impt n makes me happy other than spending ur day wif ur love one"
which is spending time wif my DIDI..for my case...

13/11/09(fri) yeah..
science center visit wif classmates...
wanted to go snow city cz amy wnt play wif snw..
bt nt many pple wnt go..
so we drop the idea..
so we just tour ard science center..
n i discover i gt high blood pressure..
omg.. bt i tink sumting wrng wif the machine man...
right3x? just say right..
hahahahx had fun cz aft all everywer we go will b fun if we gt great company.. right guys!!
muack..loving all of u man...
nvr fail 2 make my day..

fruit tart!!

10.11.09(Tue) Supposed 2 be gg 4 PE..
alrd planned 2 go the day b4..
end up all of us 2 tired n slpy n still on e bed so 4gt e idea of gg PE..
n continued slping..hehex
went 4 lifeskills..
during short break bought apple strudel..
yum2x nice=D
Sir Rosli will b teaching us hw 2 make.. yeah!!
cnt wait..
bought ananas n went opp blk for our lunch...
wif Amy,Emma,Zara, Wee sin & Acha..
wee sin cn nvr stp playing Jap songs..
so irritating lor!!!
n Zara keep geting scared of cats. hehehx..
we kip singing the P.U.S.P.A & my mother song..
bcz of Zara lah.
who else..
when all of us combine der will be lots of craps..
head 2 Amy's hse..to make fruit tarts n pack choc chip cookies..
e mum also help us..
she's so nice..
everytime help us=D
.. sweet right..
my bf wait 4 me under amy's hse..
cz he went 2 his friend hse at B.b too..
went Westmall n had dinner at KFC..
baby tanx 4 alwys having time 2 spend wif me=D..
u always knw hw 2 make me laugh..happy & smile.
although i have a tiring n slpy day in sch..
u always manage 2 cheer me up n draw a smile on my face..
sumore baby shock me went he talk abt engagement..
he says gt engage aft he NS..
wth e....hell
he was joking2x bt ders a seriousness in it too
2 me its too early 4 me seriously..
cz i wnt to fulfil my ambitions 2 the fullest..
& baby says he also wnt 2 continue studying aft NS..
n if ntg stops us n if we'r meant 2 be..
dn we will mayb gts engage while pursuing our dreams..
i hope ur the 1 im looking 4 syg..
hope tt u will always b der 4 me..
when im happy or when im down..
will always tolerate my behavior n craps..
n baby tanx 4 the video tt u've creatd just 4 me..
its reallly sweet n wonderful..
i cnt stp replaying it..
i hope all the words in it is frm the bottom of ur heart lyk wt u told me..
i dont lyk u 2 say all tt just 2 make me happy k..
i love u n only u nw..
i hope tis time im really sure of my inner feeling..
im nt gg 2 b fickle agn..
enough of fail relationship..
nw im gg 2 make ours a successful 1..
although im still afraid n holding bck my love..
bt maybe lyk wt u said past is past...
nw its time 4 e present.. tt is us=D..
baby i will give my fullest love..
n love u wholeheartedly... muack3x...
ok enough of love2x ting man..hehehehx..
s long s u knw i love u s much s u love me..
n tt wt matters more


BriocheClar

9.11.09(Monday)
Met baby at usual place tt is teck whye cc for breakfast at Mac der..
ate sausage mac muffin wif egg..
long time nvr eat tt..
e reasons y i ate it cz i brought along packets of chilli sos frm hme..
hahahx..
wth..
fanatic of chilli sos..
wo chilli sos everyting wldnt taste nice..
if cn i tink i'll buy a bottle of cili sos.
lyk hw i did last time n keep it inside my bag.
bt embarrassed lah wnt take it out..
hehehhex..
bussd 2 sch.
was the earliest..for the first time..
met wanting at sch gate n went canteen..
lesson happen s usual..
except tt 2day i listen to songs using earpiece while making bread..
cz im bored..
wee sin nvr cum sch so ders no crap frm him..
hehehex..s usual my hp volume will be the fullest..
n i was singing nt knwing tt everybody cld listen when im singing..
i was at the last station..
was moulding the bread at the marble table...
wen i look bck..
i saw all of them looking at me including sir..
including sir.!!!
omg..
n ey giggle..
wtf..
embarrassed sey!!
where m i gona hide my face..
hahahahx....
lena keep laughing wen i sweep n mop the floor..
she says i sweep & mop the floor lyk s if im dancing..
wth man Lena..
hahahhahax..
Making Lena laugh is the best ting=D..
aft sch bussed to VIVO..
met baby der..
had our dinner at banquet..
dn walk2x 4 while..
n home sweet hme..
baby u knw i love u..muuack